More Than We Can Imagine
Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.
Ephesians 3:20-21
A couple years before I went on the ventilator, a doctor told me that my lungs were getting weaker and that I would probably end up needing to use a ventilator in a few years. At the time, I didn't really have a good concept of what that meant. I pictured myself being hooked up to this huge machine and having to stay in bed all the time. It wasn't a pretty picture and certainly not what I imagined my future to be like.
During college, I went through having two different goals for my life. At first, I wanted to be a lawyer and I was majoring in political science to prepare for law school. Later in college, I became friends with a few Christian dancers and I soon decided I wanted to start a performing arts ministry with actors, dancers, and musicians proclaiming the message of Christ. Indeed, I started down that route by adapting a short story into a play that I was going to direct and narrate for my church during Christmas. The night after our first rehearsal, I started having major difficulty breathing. The next morning, I was admitted to the hospital. Three days later, I was connected to a ventilator.
I thought God had taken any chance of ministry away from me. My picture of being on a ventilator turned out to not be quite so accurate though. Instead of being confined to bed, I could zoom around the care center halls in my electric wheelchair with a portable ventilator strapped to the back. I was freer than I imagined but still felt I couldn't minister.
Now several years later, God is allowing me to minister in more ways than I ever could have imagined. My devotionals minister to people with chronic pain, parents of autistic children, siblings of the mentally challenged, pastors, missionaries, and more that I'll only find out about in heaven. God has opened doors that I didn't even know existed.
Take courage, my friend. You may be in a situation that seems hopeless. You may think that even if you asked God for a way out, that all doors will still be closed. Not only can God do what you ask, but He can do more than we can imagine. Let's see what God can do.